



I wonder if they will let me do it on my horse?
Looking forward to our “End of Diet” Party next week – not looking forward to the prospect of going it alone though. No more Celeb Slim Team…no more personal trainier. Just little old me and all the temptation in the world. Going through a very traumatic family situation at the moment and i just cant seem to focus. Its so hard but i’m determined not to put this stone back on. I know if i’d had stuck to this properly i would be 2 stone lighter but with everything going on its been hard to stick to the diet. I think the diet is fantasic and i’ve had good results…when i stick to it! I hope in the coming month (when i have less “drama” in my life) i can get down to a reasonable weight.
Many Thanks
Tif
Well – I dodged that particular dilemma! After not being able to get my packs and ad-libbing my diet for a few days – I’ve stayed the same weight. Not a GREAT result but better than it could be. I’ve now got my packs – head down and focus up to its highest level!
I’ve still managed to exercise everyday but I know re-starting this diet again will be hard. I have to go through the initial tiredness – funny taste in my mouth – bathroom constantly. But that’s ok – I’m just hoping for a good loss on Monday – I’ve only got 6 weeks till the Celeb Slim gathering in Bolton and probably less weigh-ins (5 maybe??) And at best I can only hope for another 10lbs realistically? I’m TOTALLY guessing here though lol.
My plan is to come off after the 30th and maintain for 2 weeks then do another 8 week stint. I want to lose 4 st overall so I’ve still got a way to go. Seems a bit more manageable with this diet though. Before its always seem such a long haul but I’m happy to say that this doesn’t actually FEEL like a diet.
Well the next 3 days will be MANIC with work so this will be a big test for me – 14 hour days and a really stressful high pressured part of the year – but ultimately my favourite !!
We will see what it brings…..
Nite Nite
Many thanks – Tif
Well I managed a weekend without going over my allowance! How good is that!! However what’s NOT so good is the fact I couldn’t make it to Rowland’s Pharmacy till tomorrow so I have no packs till then – I’m trying to make low carb choices but I don’t think I’ll have lost anything this week. I’ve upped my training to two sessions a day to try to combat any damage I’ve done with going it alone but I’m not confident.
On a plus side I had my report from my fitness Guru – Adam Coley and it’s a resounding success! He said my fitness levels have gone from the bottom of the fitness charts to the top (Top of the average mind not top of an athlete like!!LOL) I’m quite scared of going it alone because Adam was really encouraging and he was the Angel on my shoulder urging me to go on…now my Angels left I hope my devil won’t take charge again
(Although I’ve always preferred red to white…)
I managed three runs yesterday and a session on the weights at the gym and I’ve ran before work today and will ride my horse later and boxercise for the evening. Please PLEASE Fat God be kind to me – have I not been your faithful servant for 30 yrs now!!
Nite Nite
Many thanks – Tif
I don’t care if Monday’s black, Tuesday Wednesday heart attack! Thursday never looking back, It’s Friday I’m in love!
The week has had some highs and lows but I think I’m ending on a good note. My little sick kitty Hoppy has had a last minute reprieve it would seem, my energy levels are back up to normal after my dramatic fall from grace Tuesday (that will only be known as the “Chip Butty Saga”…. And will never be spoke of again) OH and I’m married to the most supportive, wonderful, kind man I could ever wish for (or deserve for that matter) who even in the midst of my biggest drama or neurotic episodes still has the ability to make me howl with laughter or feel safe and loved (whichever I demand at the time!!)
The diet – I have to say – is going fantastically. I’m still enjoying the shakes and bars and I don’t feel at all hungry or like I’m missing anything….not EVEN Jacket Taters!! Me and all the Celeb Slim Guy and Girls have been discussing the 30th when we meet up – which is shrouded in secrecy – let me tell you, our little Facebook group is RIFE with speculation and fashion…it’s like a vogue brainstorm in there!!
Just spoke to the delightful Dicky Dodd to confess my sins – I now feel cleansed and free from all my misdemeanors. We discussed our running successes and “development points” (nice word for failures) – get me!! Discussing fitness plans with my famous colleagues. I always knew I was born for the big time…..
Well – must dash, got my doggy visitor to walk this evening, and an evening of dietary purity and wholesome exercise….. and no wine!!
Nite Nite all
After surviving on nothing but a bottle of wine with my friends yesterday to cheer me up about the pending vet visit today, I’m unsurprisingly feeling rubbish. I FORCED a bar down me this morning while walking my Mam’s dog and prepared for the worst for my appointment today with the vet. Got to the vets and little hoppy is (practically) smiling at me through the bars purring and I’m told she has eaten drank and not been poorly!! So we are now waiting on more in-depth blood tests to see if this can be something treatable. It’s not a success yet but it’s give me a big of hope for the poor little wretch. Feel more positive than yesterday and have just managed my mid-morning snack and had a sneaky cup of coffee to carry me through my fitness test today :S
Many thanks – Tif
Yesterday was the most miserable day I’ve had in a long time. I try to help out as much as I can with our Kats Cradle local cat rescue service, and recently fostered a little old 3 legged potty cat that someone had mercilessly abandoned, she is the sweetest pottiest little wretch that you could ever think of and all she wants in life is a warm bed and food – a stretch to far for some inconsiderate pet owners. Well yesterday I was informed I will more than likely have to have her put to sleep tomorrow – I was and still am devastated. I cried a lot yesterday and as I type I can feel myself welling up now. To top it off I was so upset I didn’t take any of my shakes to work and decided to end the day with a chip butty.
Felt miserable and sluggish after and just went to bed. Hubby bought me a lovely present for my horse to cheer me up – he really is my rock.
I’ve ran into work today to try to combat the sin and lift my mood. Not working as yet. And again not managed my shakes. Just want to get tomorrow out of the way – not expecting any kind of success Monday.
Many thanks – Tif
Tell me why…i DO like Monday’s! Tell me why I DO like Monday’s! – Slightly edited version of some Bob guys song…lol
Well the reason I like THIS particular Monday is the fact I’ve lost another 6.5lbs!! Thats a stone gone! Just over 2 weeks in and i’ve lost a stone! I cant believe it! I was – putting it lightly – nervous about not loosing, what with another weekend going over my wine allowance (and gin and tonic allowance!!) and Sunday was Mothers Day and i had to circumnavigate a menu full of carbs and fat!!
My weekend was one of wins and fails. Managed to get in and extra days training, did a 20 minute run at the gym on saturday, but again went over my wine allowance – went out friday and saturday and although it wasnt a disgraceful amount it was more than i should have. I successfully got through my first “eating out” experience – the menu was limited to one vegi option which was a pastry dish but with lots of seasonal veg to go with it. So i managed to palm the pastry onto my Big Daddy Dave and MERCILESSLY steal everyone else’s green veg servings, AND refused dessert
Came away still pretty hungry but pretty damn proud of myself for not crumbling, but also managed to fall of my horse when he was being an idiot so left the yard bruised and peeved – but again bounced back enough to go for a run.
Had my Personal Training session today and I have my fitness assessment on thursday to see how well I’ve progressed (or not!!) I’m excited TOTALLY. I’m hoping to book another 6 week jaunt with him but with it being festival season and lots of gigs coming up i want to go to my funds are short – even though the 6 week training programme is really good value – i cant do everything!! (even if i really really want to!!) Think i’ll wait till next payday and i’ll be able to look into booking another 6 weeks.
I’m getting measured next week at my weigh in so thats something to look forward to!!
Nite nite
Many Thanks
Tif
Carla-rea Tiffney (Tif)
But i went up the wrekin tueday and rode Stanley and run last night and i feel so much better today! I suppose my moods will be in peaks and troughs till my body gets used to all this “progressive” exercise (“progressive” is my personal trainers secret word for harder but im not allowed to say harder
) and healthy diet.
Speaking of my diet – time for a cafe shake me thinks
Got my interview with the delectable dicky dodd tomorrow. Not sure what i’m going to tell him as my 2nd week is much the same to my 1st week and not ever the great speaker such that i am can make repetition not dull the appeal….but i cant let *all* my fans down can i LOL!!
Been catching up with the other girls and they all seem to be doing well – with varying results – some have lost weight and some haven’t had a big loss but lost inches…which is great. I really do hope all of us get as much out of this that we can. I know that when your body image is low it can affect your whole life and taking that s to realise that only you can change it is a big one…. it took me 30 years!! lol So all that eat less and exercise more is in fact TRUE !!
Going to see the Mothership and Big Daddy Dave on Sunday for Mothers day and will fill them in on all my news and fish for compliments…mums are always good for that
. My Unc and San have been very supportive too – Even left me a little message of support on my facebook page, it was short and sweet but choked me up and i cherish and value all my families support and encouragement through this. I really want to make all of them proud. I only have a diddy family and I dont know where i’d be without them xx
Many Thanks
Tif
Carla-rea Tiffney (Tif)
Today has sucked.
There thats it.
Ha ha not really – but it has sucked. I feel bigger than ever and i’m really worried about next weeks weigh in. Not sure why i’ve got this in my head but i just have this feeling. I’ve been really tired again today and my personal trainer has said that some times it happens with hard (hard for me) training. He has said maybe i’m pushing it a bit hard. The diet its self is still going well, although i am having bigger evening meals than normal – i’m making a conscious effort to cut them down tomorrow. I do suffer OCCASIONALLY with real “down days” but not normally as down as this. I think i just need to get this week out of the way… although were only on tuesday!!
WILL shake this mood very soon
Many Thanks
Carla – Tif
Well….
Wasnt a winning weekend (managed to go over my wine allowance again – but certainly wasnt a FAIL. Spend Friday night with the crazy folks and Saturday with the crazy mates! Everyone is now FULLY informed of my challenge( informed to the point of boredom!!) and everyone is really supportive – they are a great bunch of buddies really
I’ve got the whole of this week of work so i’ve decided to do something EXTRA energetic every day. I normally get in 30 – 45 mins exercise in – either running or boxing or weight training but ive done the Wrekin today (MASSIVE hill in Telford) and im planning my personal training session with Adam AND a boxercise class tomorrow – if i havent keeled over with exhaustion by wednesday…. i will have failed
I went for my weigh in today and I’ve lost 8lbs !! I was very pleased with myself! I’ve picked up some more packs and i’m going to be 100% on the plan this week…no wine cheating!!!!
Many Thanks
Tif
Carla-rea Tiffney (Tif)